Wishing on a wishing well (June 20th post)

Today I am going to write about how I am feeling in this moment.
As you might know I drove to Hermosa Beach last night to get the rest of my boxes. As I drove I felt many emotions rise inside of me.
Here are both of them, First off I was so very excited to see him! I was over joyed to be able to reach out and give him a huge hug. I have missed him so much. After all the feelings of happiness left I let the fear rush in. I was afraid that what we had would be gone, I was afraid that when I saw him I wouldn't feel any love. Over all I was afraid that what we had was gone.
As I hit the last 100 miles I started to cry uncontrollably. I know in my heart I love him, I love him more then anything. I knew that love was there in my heart, I was just nervous to see if we still had it. After all the things we have been through, my love for him never changed, only grown stronger.
When I was two blocks away I txt him and said come outside, then I pulled up and parked in the garage. The moment I saw him I had a tornado of happy butterflies in my stomach. The love that we had is still here. All I could do was give him a giant hug. He then reminded me to turn off my car and come inside. As I walked through the doorway and into kitchen I had a rush of happy memories. I sat down on the couch next to him and put my head on his shoulder. All I could feel was happiness, our love is still here, it never left or subsided. Our connection is still here.
The past 20 hours have been perfect. We went out and enjoyed each others company, we caught up on life and did some errands. For lunch we had some amazing sushi and afterwards enjoyed a movie. Once the movie ended we walked outside and sat in front of a fountain. I dug through my purse to find some spare change. I gave him a couple coins and I kept a couple. We both tossed the coins in, in exchange for a wish.
I was told that if you tell anyone your wish it will not come true. I really want this wish to come true so I wont tell you what it is. I am sure you have an idea of what it is, it is the perfect wish. This "wish" is so important to me that I think I am going to get a hundred dollars of change and keep placing them on my wish. If only it was that easy I would have filled up that fountain a long time ago! :)
In order for my "wish to come true" I have to do my part. I get to be loving, supportive and help heal both hearts. I get to listen to my heart and base my decisions on what makes me happy. All of those things are what I am doing. Right now I am happy and at peace with my world. I know that our love is here and has always been here, even if it is spread across 615 miles. :)
The beautiful part is that what I am feeling is spot on. That is a great feeling!! Listen to your heart, it will always keep you on your path.
Until tomorrow!! Have an amazing night!
Jules