Last night I pulled over at a rest stop about half way.
As I was sitting there I cleared my head while I found a "kinda comfortable" position to sleep in. I layed awake for about an hour thinking then fell into a deep sleep.
Lately I have been having some really vivid dreams. I remember everything that happens as clear as day. In my dreams I see me smoothly and easily putting my life into place. I see my self in a beautiful home with everything In place, there are dishes in the cub board and a beautiful living room with my roses on the table. I remember as I walked farther into the house I see my bed, my dresser and my clothes. Next I trip over a puppy toy that was in the doorway. As I turn the corner I hear someone say Julie where is the _____ and I wake up.
I have had this dream night after night. I am starting to think it is a sign, or maybe someone or something is telling me it will all work out. You could even say I am dreaming my life into place, maybe I am. Maybe I am seeing what is in place.
The first thing I think about is, Who is asking me where my ____ is? I don't know what the _____ is. I wake up before the question is fully asked. I know it is a guy who is talking to me, I just am unclear on who it is. I do have a pretty good idea tho.
Next I think a puppy? I assume it is my puppy because its toy is in my room doorway. I have been having a hard time deciding if a puppy is for me. I am not a really big animal lover, don't get me wrong I like animals I just haven't really had a lot of them in my space. I was thinking about why I would want a puppy. I decided its because I want something to go home to and love and have it love me back. I want something to cuddle with and take care of. I think, as a women it is important to have something to take care of. I will not be having a baby anytime soon so I think I will get a puppy. :) There, that is a step in the right direction. I think I would be a good mommy.
Anothr thing I think about in my dream is this. Having all of my stuff in order and having a place that is my home. Compared to I'm just moving on though, or I am just here for a few months. Even if I am only there for a few months, all my boxes were unpacked. It was MY home. I think this is a constant reminder that everything is going to work out perfectly.
I feel that dreams do have meaning. You could say that I am literally dreaming that my life would be in order. I think I am seeing the end goal, or the results of my accomplishing my goals. I feel that the next couple of months will amazing for me. I know that my life will fall into place, other things I will have to put in place and that is beautiful.
Time to get back on the road. I am 5 hours away from home if I rush.
There is no reason to rush, I am going to take it slowly and enjoy my drive.
I am going to stop by and meet some amazing friends along my journey home.
Until tomorrow.
Love you all!
Jules
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