The past six months of my life have been the hardest so far. I felt emotions that I never knew existed , for that I am so grateful. I have learned so many life lessons and with that knowledge I am going to keep moving forward. I have amazing friends and family that have stayed by my side through it all, I have also had many walk away. I have been completely honest in everything I have done and that I am doing In life. With that honesty relationships have shattered and other have grown stronger. Everything happens for a reason, whether we like that reason or not, trust that reason.
In the next coming months, my life is going to drastically change again and I am so excited! I will be moving to a new city, starting school and working on my business. In my free time I will be working with an amazing friend and eventually introducing my products into LA. I will also be working on fitness competitions and making time to travel. Will my business work, will it make a good amount of revenue, am I scared? YES to all three questions. The question is am I going to let fear hold me back? The answer is NO.
I lay in bed late at night and see it playing out in my head over and over again. I repeat positive affirmations to myself when I am feeling down. I have an enormous amount of drive and knowledge in my tiny little body. I am a very hard worker and I am resilient. With all of the qualities that I posses I know that I will succeed.
I look back at the past 6 months and I am so grateful. Without that experience in my life I don't know if I would be able to do what I am going to start doing. I am so grateful for everyone who put me down, hurt me, loved me and encouraged me. Each and every person had their effect on me. The more negative ones made me push myself harder to rise above and the positive ones encouraged me to keep going.
I have a lot to do in this world and I am going to do it. I thrive when I know I have used up all my life for the day. I thrive when I can see the difference I am making in this beautiful world. I thrive when I am in love with life, these are all things that I am doing and looking forward to.
I am going to take the next two months preparing myself mentally, physically and emotionally for the road ahead. I know I will have my good days and my not so good days and I am excited for both. I know that when I keep an open mind and trust what I feel is best I will reach my goals faster. My goals are what keeps me motivated. I am finding happiness in myself rather then others. To find true happiness you have to search with in, that is also where you will find true love. I get to love, respect and trust myself before I can really share that with anyone else. I feel like I am re-learning to walk for the third time and it is a beautiful experience.
I am going to keep blogging it is one way that keeps me focused and shows me my trail.
Until tomorrow.
Love Jules
